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Heather Weaver's avatar

I’ve found myself drawn to the idea that Rodion’s true punishment for his crime is his loss of reason…not something that man can do to him, although he certainly fears that. Tolstoy writes, “The conviction that all his faculties, even memory, and the simplest power of reflection were failing him, began to be an insufferable torture. ‘Surely it isn’t beginning already! Surely it isn’t my punishment coming upon me? It is!’”

“Then a strange idea entered his head; that, perhaps, all his clothes were covered with blood, that, perhaps, there were a great many stains, but that he did not see them, did not notice them because his perceptions were failing, were going to pieces... his reason was clouded....”

He sees that he is losing his ability to reason, and that disability could (will?) be the thing that results in his capture since he will be unable to hide the evidence of his guilt.—the blood.

🩸🩸🩸I can’t help but be reminded of our dear Lady Macbeth’s famous cry of, “Out, damned spot!” Like Lady Macbeth, Rodion’s stain of blood is not on his clothing, but his soul. And I fear it will have the same impact as if his pants were, indeed, soaked. 🩸 🩸🩸

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Ellie's avatar

I like the idea of the church standing in the way, the giant eye of God staring him down. There's a lot here about being perceived, by society, by God, your own conscience.

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